As the pearly light
glimmers off your eyes,
i sink into a rememberance,
with pins and needles,
of cheats and lies.
I lie awake thinking of you,
of you\'re blindness towards me
all dreams askew.
You shouldn\'t have me
You don\'t deserve pain.
All you do is love, and you?
I\'ve slain
Cuts and bruises,
Bleed no more.
Die a virgin, still a whore.
Sufer and cringe,
scars that fade.
In my mind they\'ll always stay.
In my shallow grave you\'ll wade
Twisted poetry
Heart thats dead.
Feel no pain
heart of lead.
Tears of sorrow
remorse for the past.
Nothing in my future
love won\'t last.
Once you know
you can never forget
They let you dream
pain will never up-let
Dieing with honor
left such scars.
Wounds heal over.
Left to watch from afar.
Opretty star up in the sky
i\'ll make a wish
and hope to die
Angel in heaven or
tortured in hell
Once i\'m gone,
all is well.
Self sacrifice and butterflies,
Both are beautiful
but full of lies.
I\'ve betrayed my friends,
Priority One!
Traded love for lust,
and now i\'m done.
Twist and crumble
uncontrollably shake.
The worst isn\'t over,
personal earthquake.
Call out for help,
alone in my casket.
I\'m just crumpled trash
at the bottom of the basket.
Nothing to lose,
nothing but dread.
Only way out
is if i\'m dead.
I let you in and
myself i hate.
Nothing to live for.
Save me? Too late.
Replaced already.
Taste the blood,
flowing through my veins.
Fall from conciousness,
claw my way back.
I don\'t deserve death.
I\'m made of porcelaine
all broken, cracked.
Bleed a river and drown the world
then dazzle them with my smile.
Thinking about suicide
all the while.
Lie on the floor,
slip under the rope.
Slide into the fire,
I gess i\'ll die,
I just can\'t cope.